more time

it seems that time is always getting the better of me. there just never seems to be enough of it. there are some people, in particular, where i just wish that i had met them earlier in my life, just so i could have more time with them.

though, people come into our lives at a certain time, place, etc, for a reason. and i suppose i just have to accept that.

it is unlikely, however, that i will just accept it.

time changes things.
people change.

we can change together.

i am in my own thoughts. just typing them. sigh.

i am uncertain about things.
i do not know if i am ready to go to college. in fact, i have often thought about not going at all. there is just so much i am leaving behind. what if i come back and everything is different, or worse, it just isnt there anymore? i dont mind change, i just dont want to lose...

i know that im excited for college, all the new people, experiences, etc. but i do wish i could share it with those im close to.

it is only for a few months at a time. it shouldnt too bad right?

i only wish for more time.

let's see how this goes

i am hoping to actually to regularly make postings for this blog, especially since i will be leaving for college in a little over a month...


wow it's late...owell

i am kinda obsessed with the show jon and kate plus 8.

it's sooo freakin cute!
i just love all the children
asian babies are just adorable
:)

i could watch it for hours and hours...kinda like what i am doing now! :0

tv show marathons were an amazing idea. bravo to whoever came up with it!