it seems that time is always getting the better of me. there just never seems to be enough of it. there are some people, in particular, where i just wish that i had met them earlier in my life, just so i could have more time with them.
though, people come into our lives at a certain time, place, etc, for a reason. and i suppose i just have to accept that.
it is unlikely, however, that i will just accept it.
time changes things.
people change.
we can change together.
i am in my own thoughts. just typing them. sigh.
i am uncertain about things.
i do not know if i am ready to go to college. in fact, i have often thought about not going at all. there is just so much i am leaving behind. what if i come back and everything is different, or worse, it just isnt there anymore? i dont mind change, i just dont want to lose...
i know that im excited for college, all the new people, experiences, etc. but i do wish i could share it with those im close to.
it is only for a few months at a time. it shouldnt too bad right?
i only wish for more time.
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