how uncomfortable

this past weekend was pretty fun!

thursday i went to an event held by the institute called trunk or treat. it was pretty cool, my only complaint is that i dont think they prepared enough. they ran out of candy before 830 and it started at 8. LAME.

BUT

i got to meet corbin allred :)

he is in saints and soldiers. :) :) :) :)

he goes to SUU!!!! hes wants to be a doctor, and he is aprils lap partner in biology! AHH


that's him. ahh i was so nervous and excited. that makes a total of TWO famous people i've met. holla :)

ok and then after the trunk or treat i watched its a wonderful life for my film class. SO good! i was so moved by it that i wrote a note haha.

then on friday i ate an old hot dog cuz i was huuuuuungry but that turned out to be a very bad idea. :(

then at 10 me lisa and stacia went to the school's halloween dance. umm...bleh.

first off, you could barely hear the music
secondly, the music wasnt that danceable

i was the first one of the three of us to have someone attempt to grind with me. i almost died. it was one of the guys who dressed as a chip and dale. no, not the cartoon squirrels, but like some vegas thing where the guy wears tight pants no shirt and a bow tie. now, dont get me wrong, all of those chip and dale boys that night were incredibly buff and good looking but i did NOT want to ground upon.

that was one of the reasons i did NOT want to go. i've seen movies and tv shows of parties where guys just start grinding with random girls. not my cup of tea!

anywho, so im dancing with lisa and stacia when i fell something behind me. i instantly freeze and start squeezing lisas arm and stacia is telling me to breathe. im not doing any hip movements cuz i didnt want to mislead the boy. im just standing still, freaking out. he gets closer and i can feel his manhood and thats when i wanted to cry. yikes.

anywho, he gives up cuz im not giving him anything.

phew.

the only person i'd even think about grinding with is tony. and theres no way i'd grind with another guy anyways. i could never do that to tony and i know he wouldnt want me to and i also know he wouldnt grind with other girls either.

the next one to have an experience is lisa, though she does grind with this guy. the guy though turns her around to face him really quickly and they are frontal grinding. you can tell shes a bit uncomfortable haha. then the guy gets real close to her face and leans in and kisses her hahaha. and he keeps trying to kiss her again and lisa is just like no.. no i have to go, i have to go! haha poor lisa. she said he smelled like alcohol which explains why he was so forward.

later on that night we spot him with this girl and they are frontal grinding, but its like humping. it was sooo...nasty. but other ppl were having sex on the dance floor too so it was overall a very uncomfortable dance party.

stacia was next, some guy came up behind her and started. she seemed to enjoy it at first but after like 3 songs, she wasnt having fun anymore. and i saved her by going up to her and saying, hey me and lisa are heading out now, and shes like oh ok, and tells the guy she has to go. phew.

we do indeed leave after that. we stayed there for about 2 in a half hours. though prolly for the first half hour we were watching a band play. oh goodness that band was one of those bands that screamed at you. i didnt like it.


so we go back to our apartment and two guys come over, dakota and this other guy that lives above us, i dont remember his name and we watch disturbia. that guy that i dont know his name is really nice though. he came over for dinner laast sunday when it was just me and lisa. i feel like i know his name, but i dont remember it. :/

anywho, then on saturday i did some laundry and i FINALLY got food. yesss. i ran out of food prolly on tuesday. but i set a budget for myself and went over it so i refused to spend money till november. but i did lose some weight, i tend to loes weight when i dont consume as much food as normal. normal i'd say. haha

i hope my bread doesnt mold again afer a week. that would suck. i try eating sandwiches everyday but sometimes i dont want a sandwich. gosh.

ok. its sunday. i have to study math cuz i have a math test on my birthday tomorrow. i am hoping for a C. i somewhat feel i know factoring a little bit, at least enough for get half credit on each problem. :)

ok. im 19 tomorrow. one last year of being a teenager. if i was a daredevil i'd want to do some extreme things, but im not, im quite wimpy actually. though i wouldnt say no to surfing lessons, or parasailing, or an air balloon ride. as long as i dont have to plummet quickly to the ground, im good.