what a week

this week has been pretty eventful, and it is only tuesday night. :o

monday monday....sigh

i stayed up pretty late sunday night, just chatting away and i was exhausted, fall on bed instant sleep kind of thing. however, i slept terribly. i kept waking up. the people who live above me seemed to have gotten louder and do continue to manage to make, it seems, as much noise as possible. my roommates too, though usually not too bad, like to talk in the mornings. i dont wake up till 1030, well i dont get out of bed until then. i detest being awoken up when i dont want to wake up yet. and monday was definately a crabby start.

i go to my first class, intro to film. it was pretty good, i turned in my film response and headed with damian to the library for intro to communications. i've never been inside suu's library until that day, so it was quite the adventure. we learned how to research...something i learned a long time ago. though there is one site that i am interested in actually using, it has this cool pros and cons link that brings you straight to the page where you will find an argument for and against whatever thing you're researching!!! uuuuseful!

in intro to communications, we are getting ready to give informative speeches. my speech will be on how harry potter has improved society. i had already done some research on this a few years back so im pretty much set. plus i LOVE harry potter so i will actually enjoy doing this assignment. :)

my third class of the day was math. we had a test. yeah im pretty sure the highest i could have gotten is a C. but that is well deserved, i didnt try or do the homework and didnt always go to class, so i cant complain.

after that test i went back to the apartment and just relaxed. completely forgetting about the time and the extra credit assignment, THAT I ALREADY DID!!!!!! but would of course FORGET to turn it IN!!! (for communications, an analysis of the vp debate) GAR!!! 30 points EXTRA CREDIT! GAR GAR GAR GA RELIJSDLFKJSFLKSdj MONStErLKDSJFslkdfj its frustrating.

well around 530 i go to my room and turn on my laptop when a loud obnoxious horrendous noise starts going off. this is a noise i've never heard before, i dont know what to do...is it my computer...no...it's coming from all over...the ceiling? the walls? WHERE WHERE ahhh its sooo loud. i leave my room and see my roommates also very confused. wait...is this a fire...drill? is there a real fire? we leave the apartment and see other ppl also looking confused...well we head outside.

now now now. its a bit chilly, prolly in the low 60s with a slight wind. nobody knows what is going on. lisa had quite the amusing story. she was taking a nap and when the sound of death went off she thought it was her alarm clock. so she kept hitting the button to try and turn it off, but it wouldnt turn off. at the time she was still in nap mode to reality hadnt sunk it completely. haha.

basically we're out there for 15 minutes...still nobody knew what was going on. im cold, brittnees cold and so is lisa. (april and stacia were somewhere else, like class) 10 minutes later, the RA's find someone pulled the alarm, but we still had to wait for assistance.

now now, let me tell you what i did BEFORE i left my room. as this awful noise was going off, i have a notion, bring your purse and room key...and shoes. so i did. i grabbed my purse which has my car key and money in it, and my room key and i put on my shoes. none of my other roommates brought anything with them, no room key at all...not even shoes.

back to outside. so me lisa and britt decide to leave, we hop in my car and go to wendys. frostees anyone?? :)

we parked at the elementary school down the road from eccles and ate there. it was some nice roommate bonding.

when we went back, prolly an hour later, all was well.

all in all, a very fun day i think. i at least enjoyed it. rocky starts doesnt mean sucky endings.

tuesday.

i slept better, not perfect, cuz i still got annoyed and crabby when i heard voices that woke me up. be grateful you're not in my mind during those times.

so i get up and go to turn on the lights...but...no light came..."oh no"

i didnt know what to do, luckily stacia came and helped me figure out how to take the light fixture out and then i had to run to class and she said she'd talk to our RA.

anywho, i go to my silly university class. blah blah blah. labels are dumb blah blah blah. buuut oh funny story.

we played the label game. we each had a label on the taped on our backs (soo reminded me of diversity day of the office...) and we formed groups of 4. and we had to tell them if we thought if people should be allowed to protest a funeral.

and the people are supposed to react to us according to our label.

i said i dont think people should be allowed to protest at funerals. it is very disrespectful not only of the person who died, but also for the families and loved ones who are in mourning. just because you may not agree with their lifestyle (gay or a soldier, what we were talking about) does not give you the right to be so mean and rude.

and the ppl in my group were like, yeah go on, you're so right, and that makes me go...I KNOW. i start to agree with them.

after that, we go back to our seats and the instructor goes onto explain what we did that for. and how quickly most people actually start to act what their label is because of how people reacted towards us. (mine was powerful)


i go home, still no light in my room. and stacia says kim will come by after her classes which is 5 pm. im ok with that, and i just eat a snack and then go to my math class

i was refreshened on polynomials. went home, did my hw in like 5 minutes. holla.

5 comes and goes...no light...6 comes and i got to kims room (my ra) and her roomies are like..shes not here but we'll tell her you came by.

7, i watch the debate. 830...still no light or kim. i go back to kims, turns out the roomies forgot to tell kim about my problem but luckily, kim is there and gives me three light bulbs.

i go back to my room, put the light bulbs in and then try to put the top covering on it...eventually lisa comes in and figures it out.

MY ROOM IS SOOOOO BRIGHT!

and clean

i cleaned it in the dark today...haha

yay! im happy i have light!

and i think im voting for obama...i think. im still debating on voting at all.

i just know i dont like mccain, he was very stupid tonight. his claims are very false as i have heard from my obama loving roommate april and the news. though i found the debate to be actually highly entertaining.

anywho, thats been my week so far. :)

toodles

love

eets october. how thrilling. one more month and its my 19th birthday extravaganza. not really. but i will be turning 19. im incredibly old, soon i will enter the ground and there i will rot and decay. lovely picture isnt it? lawl.

the greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return. love is a many, splendid thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love!

i love moulin rouge. it is truly a work of art and a masterpiece. the music is to die for and the voices are uhMAYzing.

another of my favorite love stories is that of romeo and juiliet. though not the dicaprio version, that is just blah blah blah. the 1960s version. I LOVE it. i think its the most true to the story haha. the characters are actually the proper age. and juliet is beautiful and romeo is dreeeeamy. i had a crush on him my freshman year of high school. :) :)

my favorite love stories are tragic ones...:(

why is that. are those the greatest love stories?

wouldnt one think that greatest love stories are where they end up together? that it works out in the end?

an ideal love story most likely.

but i think what makes the tragic ones so great, is because it doesnt turn out the way we want it to in the end. does it mean they dont love each other? no it does not. clearly they love each other deeply.

almost all modern love stories end up together, we're used to it. its expected. so we are thrown off guard when they DONT end up together. its a shock, the audience is outraged!!!!! ROAR ROAR ROAR

the tragic love story leaves us asking, will they ever love again? will they stop loving that person eventually? will they ever meet up and then it will work out? who knows. its a mystery.

i suppose the romeo and juliet...they both died..so in a way, they are together. happy :)

and with moulin rouge.. more tragic, only she dies, leaving him sad and alone. the question is...will he survive? yes he wrote a story about it. who knows though if he will ever move on...

we all have a love story, whether or not it is now, or it was in the past, or it is simply coming. there is a love story in the making. everyone deserves their own love story too, some will even have more than one. is that good or is that bad?

do you ever stop loving your first love then? isnt your first love the deepest? everythings a first, so it cannot be forgotten. will you simply compare everyone else to that love?

love....it made my life...wonderful. well more so. it's a completely different feeling, i've never felt something like it before, to completely trust another human being with my thoughts, feelings, emotions, etc etc and have them feel the same way?? it's a miracle i think. when two people find each other, and it just works. butterflies explode, eyes sparkle, giggles galore, a never ending smile. imaging life without that person is unacceptable. you just want to go on adventure after adventure with them. and everyday you learn more and more things about them, no matter how long you've been together. i wouldnt go back for the world.

i love how i can show all of my colors around him, he doesnt leave or run away, he stays and he helps me through it. when im out of control, he'll hold me until i calm down, when im crazy weird, he'll laugh, when i'm sad, he'll kiss me and hold me tight. in his words...'we're right for each other.'


what does the future hold? i do not know, but i'm hoping he's in it, cause afterall, come what may...

the future will come, and we'll meet it when it does.

until then, avitasay

My boat

When i have a family of my own, we are getting a boat! never before did i know the sheer brilliance of them! they are completely relaxing and wonderful.

I went on my roommates boat this past saturday. it was a blast. i had the best time!

I also went tubing! that was incredibly thrilling.


I want a boat like this. its like 30,000 dollars, but i think it is well worth it.

not so random

i am told that my blog is all over the place. that it is too random.

well sorry that i have many thoughts and i just feel so inclined to type them all down. is that a crime?

i am at college now. sitting in my room, in the dark...(my roommate is sleeping..shh) and i am typing yet another post. college life is most certainly different. the classes, i find, are not all that different from when i was pseo at rctc. i just go from class to class, not socializing if i can, i dont really feel it is necessary. i am not in class to socialize, i am there to get credit and move onto the next class i have to take. now dont get me wrong, i am not against making new friends. i just feel theres a time and place for that. well...i am also incredibly shy...that is most likely the biggest factor in why i feel this way. if you want to talk to me, you'll have to come up to me. i am not trying to be selfish, i am just not comfortable going up to people and just chatting away...yet.

anywho. i like my roommates. they are fun. :) they like to stay in at night, in our apartment and just chill. it is wonderful because that is what i like to do too! i have four roommates. their names are lisa, (my actual roommate) stacia, britnee, and april. april is a transfer student from the u of u, shes a sophomore. boy she is sure full of spunk and energy. shes funny and i enjoy her company. she is also training to become an ultra runner. that is someone who runs events longer than a marathon! jeez...a lap intimidates me. stacia and lisa are the athletes of the group, they go exercise every day after their classes. britnee is quiet and shy, who would have thought she'd be in rotc? haha, i think it is awesome. she's so small too. though i am not sure who is taller...me or her. i like to think me, but sometimes i notice she is taller. let's just say i am taller. :)

what am i in the group? hmm...i dont run, i dont want to join the army...i guess i'm a floater. i dont really belong anywhere. i'll go wherever i feel so inclined, or accepted, to be more truthful. i stay pretty true to myself, i still have not joined in on the running, but i have gone to the bookstore all by myself. please be proud as i HATE HATE HATE doing things by myself. well i can DO things on my own, i just dont like going places by myself, so please do not be confused. it wasnt too bad actually, just like walking down the street to check the mail (something i also detest doing). gosh i'm kinda pathetic and weird.

oh i have goals. i very much want to get lisa to read the harry potter books...and start a harry potter club. :)

and dont you think i didnt make academic goals...!

at least a B in math :)
and do my homework as soon as i get back to the apartment everyday.

so far...so good. holla.

more time

it seems that time is always getting the better of me. there just never seems to be enough of it. there are some people, in particular, where i just wish that i had met them earlier in my life, just so i could have more time with them.

though, people come into our lives at a certain time, place, etc, for a reason. and i suppose i just have to accept that.

it is unlikely, however, that i will just accept it.

time changes things.
people change.

we can change together.

i am in my own thoughts. just typing them. sigh.

i am uncertain about things.
i do not know if i am ready to go to college. in fact, i have often thought about not going at all. there is just so much i am leaving behind. what if i come back and everything is different, or worse, it just isnt there anymore? i dont mind change, i just dont want to lose...

i know that im excited for college, all the new people, experiences, etc. but i do wish i could share it with those im close to.

it is only for a few months at a time. it shouldnt too bad right?

i only wish for more time.

let's see how this goes

i am hoping to actually to regularly make postings for this blog, especially since i will be leaving for college in a little over a month...


wow it's late...owell

i am kinda obsessed with the show jon and kate plus 8.

it's sooo freakin cute!
i just love all the children
asian babies are just adorable
:)

i could watch it for hours and hours...kinda like what i am doing now! :0

tv show marathons were an amazing idea. bravo to whoever came up with it!

eve things

oh muh gudeness! it's been quite a while since i did one of these things. I have decided to write a new post because i am bored of facebook. crazy i know. today is new years eve. it is very exciting. 2008 is almost hurr.

i hope to fulfill my new years resolution of 2007 today. Learn how to ice skate.

i really waited until the last minute to do it, but perhaps i'll actually fulfill a new years resolution.

WOOOOOO

i really like that got low song, something about jeans or something. i know the lyrics are retarded, but i think it's a catchy tune.

i have started to use firefox instead of internet explorer. i like firefox much better, it saves passwords and stuff, now i dont have to memorize anything, or continuously type the same things over and over again.

i am bothered by the continual writers strike. i am annoyed with it actually.

i am very bitter because i have to watch reruns.